Followers

Love is patient, is kind, love does not envy, love does not boast, is not puffed up,
does not behave indecently, does not seek its own, is not provoked, reckons not the evil,
does not rejoice over unrighteousness, but rejoices in the truth,
it covers all, believes all, expects all, endures all.
Love never fails.

I Corinthians 13: 4 ~ 8

It has been awhile since I have put myself out there…here…what ever! This is just for me anyway…the only other person who reads my stuff is my sister Kathy. The only person who really cares about how my brain works. LOL! I have picked up many things from her over the years. It makes it feel like she is in the room with me, even though Kat is miles away in Tarpon Springs, Fl.

For instance:


The other night I was sitting watching TV, nothing of importance, I just wanted to use the ottoman as my table and the telly was on. I was eating Chinese food, which always reminds me of my mother-in-law, Delores. (May she rest in peace.) Ma Stough developed an allergy to cats…AFTER she ate at a local Chinese restaurant, and that was where my food had come from. Well, first, I dropped my fork and that started a reprimand from my self.



“Klutz!”



“Oh, shut up, no one asked you Dianne. If I wanted your opinion-“



“Oh how original, you would have given it to me! You do realize, Jewels, that I already know your opinion!”



“That’s because I gave it to you!.”



“You are just like your mother…you are never wrong.”



“Why you b!tch! Take that back…you realize you too resemble that remark!”



“It was worth it to put you in your place. By the way you do realize you are eating cat.”



“Meow…you too.”



“OKAY! BOTH OF YOU KNOCK IT OFF. YOU ARE RUINING MY MEAL AND NOW THAT YOU MEOWED AND SAID CAT I HAVE A SOUR STOMACH!”



“Yes J.D.”



“Yes J.D.”



“I hate when she shows up she is so bossy.”



“Me too. Meow”



“DIANNE! I AM WARNING YOU!”



“Oh you don’t scare me!”



“Me either…meow.”



“OH YOU SCHIZOPHRENICS DRIVE ME NUTS. IF I THROW UP YOUS THROW UP!”



“Hey!! Julie? You’re a schizophrenic?”



“Yea.”



“Oh, me too!”



“Oh shut up, Dianne! You always want to be what I want to be!”



Kat use to say that, she still may! “Hi!!!  I’m a schizophrenic!” “Me too!” “Oh shut up! You always want to be what I want to be!”

I stole it! I roll with it. I even change my voice for each id of me! If ever I am caught, I am sure my family will roll their eyes, shake their heads and simply just ask me what ever it is they have come to ask me. They are use to me being strange! Any who I am sitting there thinking of my mother-in-law, having this conversation with myself, and feeling ill like I am actually eating cat and it does not agree with me!



“OH GREAT NOW I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING TO GIVE BACK DINNER. GIRLS SHALL I REMIND YOU, REGURGITATION WILL HURT THE RIB SITE! I BLOW WE ALL BLOW!”



We all groaned.



I do that all the time! Have a three-way conversation. I zing myself good sometimes! LOL I am not a schizophrenic, it is just a game I play to entertain myself. I live in a house with seven other people and have an iPhone…I just prefer to chat amongst my selves while eating take out food! No one is telling me, “You shouldn’t be eating that!” Or making a fuss when I do not clean my plate. Who came up with that rule anyway? Eat until you are full not until the plate is empty!

Oy!

Don't Worry!

We all have our own personal relationships with Father Yahweh and His son Yahshua. I accept that I need to be washed in the precious blood of Yahshua and forgiven of all my sins, before I can even have my name mentioned to Yahweh by Yahshua. Yahshua is my interceder. He knows what I need before I even do!!! HalleluYah! I’d be dying of cancer right now if it were not for that intercession! Don’t you believe for one second that isn’t the truth! The truly amazing part of all of that are all the dominoes that were in place before I went through that rib biopsy! I will not bore you with the details, unless you want to know, then I will tell you. However, I am trying to keep things short and to the point. POINT being, I was worrying and then remembered we are not allowed to do that!!! Then to confirm it I came across a verse in the bible, which told me to knock it off, nice reminder. I then lost that verse…so I did a Bible-Gate scan and found Matthew 6: 24 – to the end of the chapter. Makes perfect sense, we put God first and commune with Him every day. He takes care of us, as He takes care of the planet, every day. Do not worry about tomorrow what to wear or what to eat. Therefore, I am not worrying. The only thing I shall worry about is offending Father Yahweh. It is a good thing He has written the law on our hearts. Every time I do something that I should not, I get that feeling or a reminder pops into my head. I truly am working on thinking before speaking. That is a hard one for me…I have no filter and I truly do not believe I have ever had a thought I haven’t shared… AS, I AM SURE, YOU ALL KNOW!!! Eh, either you love me or you don’t. If you don’t…why are you reading this? ;-) Have a blessed day!




Jewels