Born Again!

Born again, what exactly does hat mean? For years when people asked me what my faith or religion was I would say I was a “Born Again” or Non-Denominational. Ha! I have to laugh at my ignorance. What was that supposed to mean? No wonder my children look at me confused. I still looked the same. Walked, talked and acted the same. Granted I have a belief system that gives me a conscience and I follow the Ten Commandments. That is why I am married however celibate. I separated from my husband in 1998; we tried again to live as a married coupled again in Nov. 2004. We split again 01/13/2005. I have now tried divorcing him three times, each time thwarted. I look at it this way. If God in His all mighty power approved of the divorce, He would have allowed it to go through. I know people will disagree with me…if you think I should be divorced then help me to be so! That is all I can say on that matter.

I am not in a physical relationship with my husband. We are housemates, along with our two sons, our grandson, our grandson's mom, and my parents. He moved back; he had been living in Florida for the last six years, for the birth of our grandchild. He was staying with his sister and her family, however he out stayed his welcome. On top of all of that, he now has MS (Multiple Sclerosis). He had nowhere else to go until he works out social security insurance. What was I supposed to do, tell our children to bad so sad? He should have thought of all that before he moved back from Florida. Just because he wants things to be does not mean he gets to have his way. (I have to remind myself: HE HAS M.S.!!) If you want him, he can live with you. He is not my dad, I am taking care of my dad, and you take care of yours. Yeah. I could go on and on... W*W*J*D (He wouldn’t have married in the first place!!!) No! He would heal Rick and be loving and kind to him. I pray for Rick. If he does not want to accept Yahshua as his Lord and Savior, but God wants him...then I have to reason that that is why I am still married. May have something to do with the fact that I have prayed for all my children to be saved. Perhaps if I am divorced my children will no longer be sanctified I believe I read that in Corinthians…WOW! I do know my bible!

1Cor. 7:10 And to the married I command, not I, but the Master: A wife should not separate from a husband. 11But if she is indeed separated, let her remain unmarried or be restore to favour with her husband, and let her husband not send away a wife. 12And to the rest I say, not the Master: if any brother has an unbelieving wife, and she thinks well to live with him, let him not send her away. 13And a woman who has an unbelieving husband has been set-apart in the wife, and the unbelieving wife has been set-apart in the husband. Otherwise your children would be unclean, but now they are set-apart.

What does this have to do with being born again…actually it has quite a bit to do with it. Correct me if you think I am wrong. Based on

Isaiah 1:4 Alas, sinning nation, a people loaded with crookedness, a seed of evil-doers, sons acting corruptly! They have forsaken Yahweh, they have provoked the Set-apart One of Yisrael, they went backward.

5Why should you be beaten any more? You continue in *apostasy! All the head is sick and all the heart faints. 6From the sole of the foot to the head, there is no soundness in it - wounds and bruises and open sores; they have not been closed or bound up or soothed with ointment. 7Your land is laid waste, your cities are burned with fire, strangers devour your land in your presence. And it is laid waste, as overthrown by strangers. 8And the daughter of Tsiyon is left as a booth in a vineyard, as a hut in a garden of cucumbers, as a besieged city. 9 Unless Yahweh of hosts had left to us a small remnant, we would have become like Sedom, we would have been made like Amorah. 10Hear the word of the Yahweh, you rulers of Sedom; give ear to the Torah of our Elohim, you people of Amorah! 11”Of what use to Me are your many slaughterings?” declares Yahweh. “I have had enough of burnt offerings of rams, and the fat of fed beasts. I do not delight in the blood of bulls, or of lambs or goats. 12 “When you come to appear before Me, who has required this from your hand, to trample My courtyards? 13 “Stop bringing futile offerings, incense, it is an abomination to Me. New Moons, Sabbaths, the calling of meetings – I am unable to bear unrighteousness and assembly. 14“My being hates your New Moons and your appointed times, they are a trouble to Me, I am weary of bearing them. 15 “And when you spread out your hands, I hide My eyes from you; even though you make many prayers, I do not hear. Your hands have become full of blood. 16“Wash yourselves, make yourselves clean; put away the evil of your doings from before My eyes. Stop doing evil! 17“Learn to do good! Seek right-ruling reprove the oppressor, defend the fatherless, plead for the widow. 18“Come now, and let us reason together,” says Yahweh. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall be as wool. 19 If you submit and obey, you shall eat the good of the land; 20 but if you refuse and rebel, you shall be devoured by the sword,” for the mouth of Yahweh has spoken

*the renunciation (a denial or rejection of something or somebody, usually for moral or religious reasons) of a religious or political belief or allegiance

~*~ Just want you to be clear what apostasy means. ~*~

What this verse is saying to me is…if you know you are doing something wrong... KNOW it! You feel it in your gut when you are not positive…that is actually the Holy Spirit guiding you. He is speaking to you using your conscience and you ignore it and continue to do it…you are knowingly committing a sin. If you ask for forgiveness and then do it again…you do not repent…you just figure you will go and ask for forgiveness God understands…He made you. It is His fault you cannot control yourself. Yeah right! That is why you give yourself to God and ask Yahushua into yourself. Greater is He that is in me than he that is in the world. All things are possible through Yahushua Messiah our Lord and Savior.

Matthew 12:30 “He who is not with Me is against Me, and he who does not gather with Me scatters abroad. 31”Because of this I say to you, all sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit shall not be forgiven men. 32”And whoever speaks a word against the Son of Adam, it shall be forgiven him, but whoever speaks against the Set-apart Spirit, it shall not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come.

So if the Set-apart Spirit nudges you and you ignore it that is blasphemy (something done or said that shows disrespect for God or sacred things) against the Set-apart Spirit. If you sin and are unaware, then come to realize certain behavior is sin… repent! You Can be forgiven! Believe me! I have broken everyone of the Ten Commandments some more than the rest. Yes, ALL of them. The only ones I struggle with now are the 4th and the 10th. I do not covet my neighbor’s belongings or life…but I would like a better life. Every now and again, I catch myself saying, “Oh! Me too; I would like to have that as well.” I am not denying another their due…I am just praying that I am rewarded for my diligence in life. Now, I know I am more likely to be cursed as Job, as that is the way we become closer to Father Yahweh, but I still cannot stop myself from praying that I do win the PCH! I also worry that I am idolizing and putting things like a television program or an iphone game (cannot have my crops wilting or lose a daily bonus because I forgot to check into the game!!!), before Yahweh. Gluttony one of the deadly sins (The seven deadly sins are wrath, greed, sloth, pride, lust, envy, and gluttony.) that falls under coveting and perhaps idolatry! I must have all the Buffy the Vampire Slayer seasons DVDs, same for the Twilight collectable DVDs. I want my share of a meal at the dinner table, with a family of 8 and after cooking it all with little to no help darn straight I want my share! I can walk away from a bag of Lays potato chips…Community Theater Movie Popcorn, well that is another story altogether!!! We all have these tendencies.

If not gluttony the act or practice of eating and drinking to excess. Gluttony is one of the seven deadly sins in Christian tradition. Maybe yours is wrath: strong anger, often with a desire for revenge. Perhaps greed: an overwhelming desire to have more of something such as money than is actually needed. How about sloth: a dislike of work or any kind of physical exertion. Then there is good ole pride: the happy satisfied feeling somebody experiences when having or achieving something special that other people admire / the correct level of respect for the importance and value of your personal character, life, efforts, or achievements. The one that took me along time to conquer- lust: the strong physical desire to have sex with somebody, usually without associated feelings of love or affection. Last definition…envy: the resentful or unhappy feeling of wanting somebody else's success, good fortune, qualities, or possessions / to desire something possessed by somebody else.

I have been working out on the Wii as well as Wii Dance and have recently purchased a Tai Chi DVD… and I am willingly cutting back on what I eat. I refuse to give up my Community Theater Movie Popcorn. I need my popcorn!!! As long as I am willing to pay for it…AND I AM!!! Willing to pay for it that is, in every sense of the word!

I wish to be the virtuous woman spoken of in Proverbs 31. The virtuous woman who keeps the Ten Commandments and does none of the seven deadly sins. If that is my life work and I rise to the calling then I will be Born Again into the Kingdom of Yahweh. That is the true rebirth. You cannot claim to be born again until you die and are reborn a new creature…a new and improved you; truly washed clean of all sins and literally never able to sin again! We have to walk the walk talk the talk and live as He commands and guides in order to enter and to hear, “Well done good and faithful servant.”

This life is nothing compared to all eternity. It is worth it to me to stay married if that is truly the Master’s will and not Satan jerking my chain. I am chained to Father Yahweh through His only begotten son Yahushua and I believe I have the Set apart Spirit living in me. It is the only way I can abstain with our going rubber baby buggy bumpers! I willingly live one day at a time at His leave. Granted every now and again my true nature rise up and I lose patience with Satan’s servants, but greater is He that is in me than he that is in the world!!! I may be their only hope towards salvation. I sincerely believe they are called, I asked in faith and I believe He knocked. The deaf people in this house just aren’t hearing Him and opening their doors! Very frustrating! Well, sad to say, there are no tears in heaven so if they do not make it, all I can say is then that must have been their choice not to be here with me in paradise walking with the King of Kings.

I must be the shining example of how a woman is supposed to behave when she is separated from/married to a non-believer. (In other words Father is saying, “You made your choice…you said vows to Me. Now, even though you do not believe in the church you do believe in Me and know those vows were said to Me not the organization you made them in. How are you to save that man and your children if you quit. For sex? Julie! Shame on you! You know better. It is unimportant compared to their being. Perhaps you are their covering. Instead of saving many, I want you to save your little family. You do not know the work I have for you. Just live each day with Me at the helm and forget about everything else. Serve the consumers who call you and need your help at work. Do your dads bidding and help your mother with her finances. You are to be the example to your children of how to honor ones parents. Now, go witness.  If you pull it off you will be reborn into the Kingdom of Heaven!”)

With that said…I need to go get ready to take my mother out. We are going dancing! I am bringing the son and husband along too! Have a blessed evening, If that Is the Master’s will for you.

The favour of our Master Yahushua Messiah be with the set-apart ones. Amen.

Jewels

Yahshua came preaching the Kingdom of God. After burying a dear friend / brother and hearing what people believe I thought I would workout exactly what I believe. My apologies if I bore you with my brainwork…just skip this blog then. OR read it and tell me where I err.

Oh mercy! I forgot! Shabbat Shalom! Greetings in Yahshua our Lord and Savior! May His peace, grace, and Spirit be with you! Yahshua I invite You into my day, Your will be done as Father’s will be done as You both are in agreement. Guide me in Your word as I explore the topic of Death. In Your name, Yahshua/Yahushua/Jesus/Yeshua I ask this. Amen.

I know I have touch upon this in one of my blogs, I believe my co-worker put me on that path. Well, I am looking for clarification now of what I believed based on the bible. I could have sworn I started this study once before…like you would know or not…I’ll BRB! I am back; and I found it I started this Feb. 12th, 2012! Little copy and paste… ~*~ Viola ~*~


“Father Yahweh I invite You into my day knowing it is through Your son that I am even worthy to approach You at all. Your will be done in all that is relative to me in my little realm of reality. Please give me the understanding and allow me to hear what You say about the subject on my heart. Amen.”

The topic is Death and Life after. What says Father Yahweh; I will be using The Scripture 1998 translation for my study and backing up my findings with King James:

First, I must acknowledge that it is only with His blessings that one understands. Job 32:8 But truly it is the spirit in man and the breath of the Almighty that gives him understanding. Mattithyahu 11:25-30

25 At that time Yahushua responding, said, “I thank You, Father, Master of the heavens and the earth, because You have hidden these matters from cleaver and learned ones and have revealed them to babes.” 26 “Yea, Father, because so it was well pleasing in Your sight. 27 “All have been handed over to Me by My Father, and no one knows the Son except the Father. Nor does anyone know the Father except the Son, and to whom the Son wishes to reveal Him. 28”Come to Me, all you who labour and are burdened, and I shall give you rest. 29 “Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am meek and humble in heart, and you shall find rest for your beings.” 30”For My yoke is gentle and my burden is light.”

(KJV)Job 32:8 But there is a spirit in man: and the inspiration of the Almighty giveth them understanding.

Per Genesis, we were made in His image…male and female. He tell us He made Adam out of dust from the ground, and breathed into his nostrils breath of life. And the man became a living being.

(KJV) Gen 2:7 And the LORD God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul.

(KJV) Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

(T.S. 1998) Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death, but the favourable gift of Elohim is everlasting life in Messiah Yahushua our Master.

The wages of sin is death; the price of sin is death. UNLESS! We accept Messiah Yahushua as our Master and ask Him to cover our sins with His precious blood. His blood was shed to save those who believe and have faith. We must walk the walk and talk the talk.

Yeshayahu 59:1 Look, the hand of Yahweh has not become too short to save, nor His ear too heavy to hear. 2 But your crookedness have separated you from your Elohim. And your sins have hidden His face from you, from hearing you. (Isaiah 59:1-2)

Yehezqel 18:4 “See, all beings are Mine, the being of the father as well as the being of the son is Mine. The being that is sinning shall die.”

Ahh! That explains quite a bit. Whenever I choose to step out from the covering and go my own way, I separate from Yahushua and cut myself off from Father Yahweh. So it isn’t Him who is allowing awful things to happen in my life it is me going off to do my own thing and sinning that brings it on myself! Who am I; how dare I blame Father for my bad choices? I choose to let people anger me. I give them the power to steal my peace. Stupid me!!! Death we should not fear! Our standing with Father Yahweh we should fear. Once we are dead there is no changing that standing!!!

Ezekiel 18:20-32 20The soul that sinneth, it shall die. The son shall not bear the iniquity of the father, neither shall the father bear the iniquity of the son: the righteousness of the righteous shall be upon him, and the wickedness of the wicked shall be upon him. 21But if the wicked will turn from all his sins that he hath committed, and keep all my statutes, and do that which is lawful and right, he shall surely live, he shall not die. 22All his transgressions that he hath committed, they shall not be mentioned unto him: in his righteousness that he hath done he shall live. 23Have I any pleasure at all that the wicked should die? saith the Lord GOD: and not that he should return from his ways, and live? 24But when the righteous turneth away from his righteousness, and committeth iniquity, and doeth according to all the abominations that the wicked man doeth, shall he live? All his righteousness that he hath done shall not be mentioned: in his trespass that he hath trespassed, and in his sin that he hath sinned, in them shall he die. 25Yet ye say, The way of the LORD is not equal. Hear now, O house of Israel; Is not my way equal? Are not your ways unequal? 26When a righteous man turneth away from his righteousness, and committeth iniquity, and dieth in them; for his iniquity that he hath done shall he die. 27Again, when the wicked man turneth away from his wickedness that he hath committed, and doeth that which is lawful and right, he shall save his soul alive. 28Because he considereth, and turneth away from all his transgressions that he hath committed, he shall surely live, he shall not die. 29Yet saith the house of Israel, The way of the LORD is not equal. O house of Israel, are not my ways equal? are not your ways unequal? 30Therefore I will judge you, O house of Israel, every one according to his ways, saith the Lord GOD. Repent, and turn yourselves from all your transgressions; so iniquity shall not be your ruin. 31Cast away from you all your transgressions, whereby ye have transgressed; and make you a new heart and a new spirit: for why will ye die, O house of Israel? 32For I have no pleasure in the death of him that dieth, saith the Lord GOD: wherefore turn yourselves, and live ye.

That explains Death. Now what happens when we die? Do we go to heaven? My belief is we do not. If we were meant for heaven we would have been created angel not man or woman. My sister’s disagree, as do many people I know. What does the bible say, which is what God, says:

John 3

There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews: [2] The same came to Jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God: for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him. [3] Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. [4] Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother's womb, and be born? [5] Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. [6] That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. [7] Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. [8] The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit. [9] Nicodemus answered and said unto him, How can these things be? [10] Jesus answered and said unto him, Art thou a master of Israel, and knowest not these things? [11] Verily, verily, I say unto thee, We speak that we do know, and testify that we have seen; and ye receive not our witness. [12] If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not, how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things? [13] And no man hath ascended up to heaven, but he that came down from heaven, even the Son of man which is in heaven. [14] And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: [15] That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life. [16] For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. [17] For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. [18] He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. [19] And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. [20] For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. [21] But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God. [22] After these things came Jesus and his disciples into the land of Judaea; and there he tarried with them, and baptized. [23] And John also was baptizing in Aenon near to Salim, because there was much water there: and they came, and were baptized. [24] For John was not yet cast into prison. [25] Then there arose a question between some of John's disciples and the Jews about purifying. [26] And they came unto John, and said unto him, Rabbi, he that was with thee beyond Jordan, to whom thou barest witness, behold, the same baptizeth, and all men come to him. [27] John answered and said, A man can receive nothing, except it be given him from heaven. [28] Ye yourselves bear me witness, that I said, I am not the Christ, but that I am sent before him. [29] He that hath the bride is the bridegroom: but the friend of the bridegroom, which standeth and heareth him, rejoiceth greatly because of the bridegroom's voice: this my joy therefore is fulfilled. [30] He must increase, but I must decrease. [31] He that cometh from above is above all: he that is of the earth is earthly, and speaketh of the earth: he that cometh from heaven is above all. [32] And what he hath seen and heard, that he testifieth; and no man receiveth his testimony. [33] He that hath received his testimony hath set to his seal that God is true. [34] For he whom God hath sent speaketh the words of God: for God giveth not the Spirit by measure unto him. [35] The Father loveth the Son, and hath given all things into his hand. [36] He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abideth on him.

Come on [13] And no man hath ascended up to heaven, but he that came down from heaven, even the Son of man which is in heaven. Even Moses, Noah, and David are not in Heaven…Jesus / Yahushua said so…what makes people think that is where they are going when they die? Yahushua came preaching the Kingdom of God.

Matthew 5:5 Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth.

Matthew 25: 31-32 When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory: [32] And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats:

Matthew 25:34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

Now correct me if I am wrong…He did say foundation…right?

I’m just saying…

Yes and how about the thief that was hanging on the cross along side Jesus / Yahushua whom Jesus / Yahushua promised would be in heaven with Him? That thought occurred to me too! What does scripture say: Luke 23:42 And he said to Yahshua, “Master, remember me when You come into Your reign.” 43 And Yahushua said to him, “Truly, I say to you today, you shall be with Me in Paradise.” It is all about punctuation and interpretation…may I point you to the previous verse Luke 23:42.

Matthew 22:30 “For in the resurrection they do not marry, nor are they given in marriage, but are as messengers of Elohim in heaven.” 31 “And concerning the resurrection of the dead, have you not read what was spoken to you by Elohim, saying, 32 ‘I am the Elohim of Abraham, and the Elohim of Isaac, and the Elohim of Jacob? Elohim is not the Elohim of the dead, but of the living.”

This passage is the response Yahushua made to the Sadducees about the seven brothers who married one woman. She married one brother, he died, and she married the next brother until he died, she was wife to all seven brothers and then she herself died. In the resurrection who is her husband. According to scripture, Yahushua’s spoken word, none. Mark 12:18-27 states the same.

Mark 12:25”For when they rise from the dead, they neither marry nor are given in marriage, but are as messengers in the heavens.

We will be as the angels…not that we become angels. The word He used is “like”. We are sexless neither male nor female. We are lower than the angels are and that is why Yahweh has them look over us. However, Yahushua is above, angel and humankind alike. Hebrews tells us this. Hebrews tells us to hold fast to our faith and encourage each other daily for we have become partakes of Messiah if we hold fast the beginning of our trust firm to the end. Hebrews also tells us how to enter into that rest. We are to be obedient.

Hebrew 4:9So there remains a Sabbath-keeping for the people of Elohim. 10For the one, having entered into His rest, has himself rested from his own works, as Elohim rested from His own. 11Let us therefore do our utmost to enter into that rest, lest anyone fall after the same example of disobedience. 12For the Word of Elohim is living, and working, and sharper than any two-edged sword, cutting through even to the dividing of being and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart. 13And there is no creature hidden from His sight, but all are naked and laid bare before the eyes of Him with whom is our account. 14Therefore, since we have a great High Priest who has passed through the heavens Yahushua the Son of Elohim, let us hold fast our confession. 15For we do not has a High Priest unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but One who was tried in all respects as we are, apart from sin. 16Therefore, let us come boldly to the throne of favour, in order to receive compassion, and find favour for timely help.

1 Timothy 4:7But refuse profane and old wives’ fables,, and exercise yourself rather to reverence. 8For bodily exercise is profitable for a little, but reverence is profitable for all, having promise of the present of life, and of that which is to come. 9Trustworthy is the word, and worthy of all acceptance. 10 It is for this that we laboue and struggle, because we trust in the living Elohim, who is the Savior of all men, particularly of those who believe.

2 Thessalonians 1:2Favour to you and peace from Elohim our Father and the Master Yahushua Messiah. 3We ought to give thanks to Elohim always for you, brothers, as it is proper, because your belief grows exceedingly, and the love every one of you has for each other is increasing. 4so that we ourselves boast of you among the assemblies of Elohim for your endurance and belief in all your persecution and afflictions which you are bearing, 5clear evidence of the righteous judgment of Elohim, in order for you to be counted worthy of the reign of Elohim, for which you also suffer, 6since Elohim shall rightly repay with afflictions those who afflict you, 7and to give you who are afflicted rest with us when the Master Yahushua is revealed from heaven with His might messengers, 8in flaming fire taking vengeance on those who do not know Elohim, and on those who do not obey the Good News of our Master Yahushua Messiah, 9who shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Master and from the esteem of His strength, 10when He comes to be esteemed in His set-apart ones and to be admired among all those who believe in that Day, because our witness to you was believed. 11To this end we always pray for you that our Elohim would count you worthy of this calling, and complete all the good pleasure of goodness, and the work of belief with power, 12so that the Name of our Master Yahushua Messiah is esteemed in you, and you in Him, according to the favour of our Elohim and the master Yahushua Messiah.

Well first, I must say thank you to Paul, Silvanus, and Timotheus for their letter and for praying for all the set-apart ones even before we were born. Gives me a sense of well being and peace knowing I was prayed for before I even existed. Then again, Father Elohim knows exactly who is who, who is to come, and how He is going to use every single one of us. HalleluYah! Glory be to our Father in heaven whose name is Yahweh who is the alpha and the omega the one and only true Elohim! Hallelu-Yah! Yah bless all the set-apart ones, I do trust that the Master is trustworthy and is guarding me from the wicked one. I believe He directs my heart into the love of Elohim and into the endurance for Messiah. We are instructed to withdraw from brethren who walk disorderly and not according to the traditions, which were given us in His word the bible. I look back at the people in my life and see that there are very few I am yoked with. I still love my friends and family, I just withdraw from them as not to stumble. All I can say is that if you believe in Yahweh and Yahushua then you walk in love. You show that love and give comfort here and there and to me it is that giving of “you” that is one’s works. Love covers a multitude of sin. The greatest of these is love…Elohim is love! So if someone says professes they are a Christian or a servant of God and after observing them or spend time with them and you find yourself asking, “Where’s the love?” Then you know to withdraw from them. Granted no one is perfect but Yahushua, but you know us by our works. 

This study has confirmed my belief.  When we die, we are asleep until judgment day…if you have scripture that states otherwise…please share.  Thank you.

The favour of our Master Yahushua Messiah be with you all. Amen.

Jewels

Saturday September 09,2012

Heavenly Father whose holy name is Yahweh I humbly kneel before You in spirit at the foot of Your throne. I know and believe that everything that happens on earth occurs as You will it from heaven. From a small hiccup or a big sneeze whatever is needed to put us in sync with Your plan. Just as Your word tells us in Ecclesiastes 3 there is time for every matter. It has all been said and done and nothing we do can change any of it. You are in control…how we respond in heart and spirit is what You judge us on. I ask that you forgive me my bad actions and reactions and the stupid words that come out of my mouth. Please send comfort to those I may have said something to that hurt them in some shape / form. I forgive those who have done the same to me. Please allow Your Holy Spirit to dwell in me; that I am clean and worthy of that Spirit. As I read Your word, study and fellowship please allow me to be filled with your Holy Spirit. Please have the Holy Spirit feed me and lead me away from temptation delivering me from evil, for Your names sake. I know I am Your witness and I must do right by You. For Yours IS the kingdom and the power and the glory for ever and ever. Amen. Per Ecclesiastes 12:13 We are to fear You, Father, and keep your commandments. Everything we do is going to be brought to light the good and the bad. I certainly pray that I have not done anything that is going to embarrass me on Judgment Day or something that gets me tossed in to Hell. Being cut off from You would certainly be Hell. I can only account for myself. You know the recent happenings. You know what I have been thinking and feeling. You are aware of what everyone is thinking and feeling. You know how I feel out of place – discordant. I need Your guidance. Without You I am lost.




Yahushua I need Your grace to guide me in helping Eleanor get through this dark and difficult time. I need wisdom, grace, patience, and the words to give her comfort. I know not what to do and at the same time, this crazy household to contend with. Your will Father…in Yahushua’s name…Amen!


Ecclesiastes 3 (The Scriptures)

To every matter there is an appointed time, even a time for every pursuit under the heavens:2 A time to be born, and a time to die a time to plant, and a time uproot;3 A time to slay, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;4 A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;5 A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;6 A time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to throw away;7 A time to tear, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;8 A time to love, and a time to hate; a time for battle, and a time of peace.9 What does the worker gain from his toil?10 I have seen the task Elohim has given to the sons of men to be humbled by it.11 He has made it all, pretty in its time. Even the ages He has put in their hearts, except that no one finds out the work that Elohim does from beginning to end.12 I know that there is no good for them, but to rejoice, and to do good in their lives,13 and also that every man should eat and drink, and enjoy the good of all his labour, it is a gift of Elohim.14 I know that whatever Elohim does is forever: There is no adding to, and there is no taking from it. Elohim does it, that men should fear before Him.15 Whatever is has already been, and what shall be has been before. But Elohim seeks out what has been pursued.16 Then again I saw under the sun: In the place of right-ruling, wrongness was there. And in the place of righteousness, wrongness was there.17 I said in my heart, “Elohim judges the righteous and the wrong, for there is a time for every matter and for every work.”18 I said in my heart, “Concerning the matter of the sons of men, Elohim selects them, so as to see that they themselves are beasts.”19 For the event of the sons of men is also the event of beasts - one event befalls them: as one dies, so dies the other. Indeed, they all have one breath - man has no advantage over beasts. For all is futile.20 All are going to one place - all came from the dust, and all return to dust.21 Who knows the spirit of the sons of men, which goes upward, and the spirit of the beast, which goes down to the earth?22 So I saw that man could do no better but to rejoice in his own works, for that is his portion. For who would bring him to see what shall be after him?



Ecclesiastes 12:13 Let us hear the conclusion of the entire matter: Fear Elohim and guard His commands, for this applies to all mankind! 14For Elohim shall bring every work into right-ruling, including all that is hidden, whether good or whether evil.

Shabbat shalom and greetings in Christ:


May favour, compassion, and peace be bestowed upon you from Elohim The Father and from The Master Yahushua, Messiah our Savior.

Yahushua I invite You into my day, Your will be done and please allow me to stay under Your covering. Yesterday was my parent’s 50th Wedding Anniversary and today is my grandson’s 1st Birthday, the celebration is continuing on today and I am not properly observing Sabbath. I acknowledge the day, and agree that it is a Holy day and made for man to recharge and reconnect with Father Yahweh. I thank You for Cordan, Eleanor and Rachel Father Rickey too…he did help a little bit as did mom in slicing seven eggplants and laying them out to drain on paper towels and then salting them all. Mom also sliced seven large onions and minced the garlic for me. Now there was a chore! There is no way I would have been able to do all the prep work and cook it all without help. I appreciate the people You have given to me in my life. I may not always agree and get along with them, but I do recognize that You have placed them here for a reason. I may be slow at times learning the lesson…

I know I have nerve to ask this, per Your instructions we are to pray and keep You in everything, even when we are not fully keeping one of the commandments. I know nowhere in the bible does is say to honor one’s birth…do unto other’s as you would have done unto you though is a synopsis of the last six commandments! I know, I know God is supposed to come first. Well I am putting Him and You first in my day, and then I am going to go and celebrate my Grandson’s first birthday with my non-believing family! I only break the commandments for the people who I live with and Rachel…occasionally Eleanor. They are it. Well, Deb too. Okay the people I love and care for I bend the rules for…I read the Berean yesterday! I heard what You were telling me…my only defense is Yahweh made me and You both know what I am going to do BEFORE EVEN I DO! I have given myself to You, Yahushua, that is why I am married yet single. You are the head of me and I believe that You love me no matter what. I may disappoint You now and again…and again…however You get me and know what I am all about and as long as I do not commit the unpardonable sin I will always be forgiven when I give into my loved ones. I only break Sabbath for milestones. You do not care. They should not be broken at all…though there are a few instances in Your word that shows it can be for specific reasons. I know a birthday celebration is not one. I plan on resting and relaxing...pool side today…now that I have acknowledge my fears and have bent Your ear, Yahushua, with my lament I throw in there God willing. God willing today will be a good day for me to witness and that I will be able to rest and relax. In Your name, Yahushua, I ask all this…Amen.

Enough about me, my loved ones Father, so many of them are in poor health, financial struggle or both. I look at these modern day Jobs and say thank You for all that You allow me. I may not be in the best of health, but my pain is nothing compared to my siblings and friends. My dad alone is so fragile and weak you know all my worries there…I give them to You. Your will be done. I know only You know his heart, and I am praying that all that ugliness and bitterness is just him dealing with how his life has turned out and that You and he have a relationship that will get him to the Kingdom of God. You know everyone’s heart. I leave them and mine all to You as You are in control and nothing we do is going to change the end results…Your Kingdom will come and Your will will be done not matter what anyone does or does not do. I read the end of the book! ;-)

Have a blessed day!  I love you, Kat...I believe you are my only reader...LOL

Jewels

Shabbat shalom and greetings in Christ:




May favour, compassion, and peace be bestowed upon you from Elohim The Father and from The Master Yahushua, Messiah our Savior.



Well, I had a rude awakening this morning! Around 8:15 AM there was a loud boom shaking the house. I lay there in my bed not sure what was happening. The mystery was solved the instant when dad started wailing and cursing! I ran down stairs to see what the damage was and found that he had fallen in the bathroom…against the door! I had a momentary vision of climbing in the bathroom window to get to him when I hear, “Mike, if you put your arms around my neck I can pull you up.” Ah, what, wait, excuse me? Did I hear that right? Did I just her the oldest and weakest person in the house, not counting my grandson, say she was going to pick my 175 lb. dead weight dad up off the ground? It is too early for a comedy this is a tragedy in the making! I manage to get into the bathroom, the smallest room in the house by the way, and there is my dad, naked! Lying on the cold tiled floor with a towel under his head like a pillow. I love my mother! She was trying to make him a bit more comfortable! I am not going to mention the obvious place the towel should have been! You know! Well after trying for ten minutes to get him up off the floor it finally hits me. I need a man! AND WHERE THE HECK IS MY SON?!? He cannot be possibly sleeping through all this; his bedroom is on the other side of the bathroom. The rooms share a wall!!! “HELLO! HELP?” I have to squeeze out the bathroom door and move dad to open it all the way, so much for modesty! No son in his bedroom with the ever-inserted headphones in his ears tuning the rest of the house out! No wonder he is missing everything! I march through the house to the husband’s bedroom and pound on his door.



“Yo! Corey in there?”



“Yup.” Rick replies through the door and a moment later the door opens and there is the man I need!



“Haven’t you heard the commotion?”



“No. What, Poppy fall again?” He is immediately on the move.



Within five minutes, we had him up and in his room. The whole time he was damning the situation and everyone and a few choice names were thrown at me. I walked away so he could get dressed with his dignity intact. I shortly returned when in his frustration he threaten bodily harm to mom. I threaten him with a Nursing Home if he ever and helped him get dressed. In this scenario, I earned myself the name of female dog. Mom cracked the comment,



“This is why men do not have babies.”



My reply to that was, “Then dad would have only of had one child!”



And to think, we, women, were cursed with much pain for child bearing. I always though of that as actually giving birth, but then there are the once a month pains, and then in later life the change. I feel dually punished. I cannot imagine my dad, or a few of the men I know being able to handle any of it. I will give her that! She is absolutely right, men could not handle it. The world would not be as populated as it is either!!!



I look at the clock. It is 9:11 AM. Oh mercy! Starr is supposed to be to work at 9:30 AM for a mandatory meeting and I do not hear her upstairs moving around. I run back up stairs to get her moving. Seems the grandson did not go to sleep until 3:00 AM and they are both sleeping still! Well, she made it to work with time to spare, and I kept Castle. I made us breakfast while Castle walked around shaking his bum he loves to dance! Wonder where he gets that from…hmmm. Now he is with his mommy, the downstairs is quiet and I can observe Sabbath.



(Wow! What an introduction to my prayer request.)



I am so tired! I think I will go take a nap!



Yahushua You see everything. You know my heart and what I truly feel. You know how I fear the death of my loved ones, and accept it at the same time knowing that You will be here to get me through when the time(s) come. I think of the Bagley family and my heart bleeds for the loss of little Connor. I have a good idea of how his mom feels and pray that You give her the compassion and the strength to accept Your will with grace. Toddlers are so fast and they do get away from us. The whole thing is awful and I pray it never happens to me and mine. Having my 35-month-old baby hitting a car was enough. It seems that one person from each generation of “Stough” is hit by a car. Well, I break that trend!



With the authority vested in me by Your death and my faith in You, Yahushua, and it being Yahweh’s will, I break that curse. Wait! Not only have my mother-in-law and sister-in-law been hit by cars…my cousin Kevin was hit by a car too. Okay! I break the Seeley curse as well. The motorcycle/four wheeler/RV accidents or “curse” too, that curse is obliterated! All curses, ill wishes and evil that has ever been cast against the Seeley Clan and have lingered for generation are now broken. No longer, will those blights bring any form of harm, damage, tears, fears, sadness, pain, suffering or death upon the Clan of Seeley and all their blood ties. We are covered in the precious blood of Yahushua and spheres of angels are surrounding and protecting us all so we can do Elohim’s will through our Lord and Savior Yahushua Messiah. All curses!



Only the pain that comes from executing God’s plan will we tolerate from this day forward. If I must endure, pain and suffering, so that Father Yahweh may carry out His end time plan then so be it. I refuse to accept any of the evil that was heaved on us from our families past any longer though. Those slights intentionally and unintentionally incurred by our ancestors I am asking, no begging for forgiveness for and from. As for the curses our ancestor cast out intentionally and unintentionally not realizing the power of words…those my dad flung out this morning in his pain, please forgive us for those and wipe the entire slate clean Yahushua. All trespasses in coming and out going over all the years.



You know my heart Father. I believe when I go through Yahushua You hear my prayers and You grant me the reasonable requests. You know I believe the slate is now clean and there are no more curses. I now ask that a barrier be place to prevent any future curses from coming against the Clan of Seeley and all those tied to the Seeley name through blood, marriage...what ever their relationship. Please keep the spheres of angels energized and alert and the “Clan of Seeley” safe and sound. Through Yahushua amen.



You require that we pray unceasingly and the only way I seem to be able to do that is by putting words to paper or in this case on Word Doc. You know my list…my family, friends, co-works and those I have brought to You from the news and conversations at work. I feel like a broken record. You are omnipotent! I do not want to insult You by asking and pleading for the same thing over and over again. My children use to do that and by the tenth time I was so fed up and sick of it I turned a deaf ear and they did not get what they wanted. They have learned to ask, beg, and then drop it with little reminders WEEKS later and even months later. As an example: Mike wants a motorcycle. Now that the family curse is broken I may even allow him that bike. Ellie wants one too, so perhaps I will get one as well and the three of us can learn to keep the shiny side up, the rubber to the road and learn traffic safety. My brother, Gary, has been riding his bike for years down in Florida and praise Yahshua glory halleluYah he is fine.



Motorcycles can be tricky and dangerous, no denying that. I believe, however, it is the other motorist out on the road that is more of a danger to a biker than the bike it’s self. A lesson on how to share the road is in need! We all need to be aware of what is going on around us. So put your phones away and if you need to reach out and communicate pull over to the side of the road! After you have checked to make sure you are not cutting another driver off and that it is indeed safe to pull over then you may do so, but not before! You are not Wonder-Woman/Super-Man if you are in an accident it is going to hurt either you or the car or both. Oh God forbid, you may even hurt someone else, damage someone else’s property, or kill a beloved family pet.



Personally, I am vain enough not to want my face messed up because I needed to look at my phone while I was driving! Nine times, out of ten, it is a request from Face Book or an addition to my time line! I can see me explaining to my Octogenarian parents. “Well my phone went off and thinking it may be important I looked to see if it was and bam within those two seconds all Hell broke lose! Dumb! Turned out it was just Face-Book letting me know it was time to harvest my crops in City-Ville!” Oh yes, that will go over well. Years from now the grandson will be asking me,



“Ju-Ma? How did you lose your eye?”



“F. B. Castle. Face Book.”



“Wow, why does everybody use Face Book when it causes so many problems?”



By the time Castle is old enough to use Face Book it is going to be blamed for all the wrongs of the world as everything is connected to it. I signed up the other day for something and I got a pop up asking if I wanted to connect to the site through F.B. It was a small rinky-dink site too. I was surprised…BUT used it anyway. I hate having to sign up, give all my info and then do that stupid CAPTCHA grrrrrrr, H * A * T * E HATE IT!!! Love Face Book for that though, but eventually Face Book is going to know me better than I do! The next census could be assisted on F.B. to compare for accuracy! Let’s not give the government any more ideas! Well, I was heading to take a nap about two hours ago! Think I will finally give in and rest!



Jewels

Prayer Request:

Please pray for my sister Kathy to have a full recovery from her latest medical scare. My brothers in Omaha are in need of healing as well. Russ from the same old chronic pain from his car accident in 1986 and now Rick has been having seizures and can no longer drive. That is a killer to a school bus driver. He loved his job. My dad has been having more dizzy spells than usual. I believe it is his meds. (I dislike his doctor.)  Mom is getting a bit more senile every day. Rickey’s M.S. seems to be idle now and he is not getting worse. Corey’s leg and foot are swelling and the doctor has told him to keep them elevated when sitting. June is getting better, my prayer-partner at work, every time she turns around she seems to be under attack. I know it is because she is an awesome Prayer Warrior and Satan hates her. So please pray for her to stay spiritually strong and for her frail body to heal. I ask all the time that her angels are vigil, refreshed, keep her tightly surrounded and protected. Our co-worker Vicki broke her hand the other day, and then found out her sister had a heart attack and now is having open-heart surgery. Please pray for Vicki and her sister. Another co-worker, Thomasina, her sister, Lind, is in Hospice. She has been there for months now. I pray that she is not suffering. I am praying that she is slowly accepting her fate and accepting Jesus as her Lord and Savior and that is why she is lingering. Perhaps “Sina”, as I call her, will also find Jesus/Yahushua through Linda’s trial. I have to trust there is good in everything and God has a plan. I have faith as a child. He will provide and I will survive. In the meantime, all I can do is pray for my friends, co-workers, and loved ones and ask you to do the same. So please, when two or more agree and pray for the same thing He hears our prayers, please add your voice to mine.  I am asking for healings, comfort, understanding and saving for those listed above.  Thank you.

08/07/2012

My Dear Brethren:




June has been out of work for months now due to an allergic reaction she had to new carpet the Landlord had laid at work. Several people had different reactions to the glue used. June’s reaction was the worst. She was due back to work Monday. Well, she did not make it! Please keep praying for June, as last Saturday she was rear ended and sent to the hospital!



I told June it sounds like God does not want her returning to work or perhaps it is Satan! Father is not allowing him full access to her. Whatever the case may be, June is under attack constantly. I feel like she is a modern day Job! Well, Satan is not going to turn her. June said, “God is good! I love Him so much!” That was the last sentence on her text message after explaining that she was in the car accident. It happened right after she dropped off one of her granddaughter’s friends. There was minimal damage done to her car and her granddaughter was not in the car, June was alone. HalleluYah for that! The incident did keep June from returning to work though, and had her blood pressure elevated.



God is good! All the time!!! All the time, God is good! So please keep praying for June, and my siblings, and my parents, and Rickey and Corey. Sky is out of the hospital and doing well. Sky is Eleanor’s granddaughter. She was born with issues and was in ICU for a very long time before the doctor would let her come home. Please pray for my children, parents, and even Rickey to accept Jesus/Yahushua as their Lord and Savior. I know. They have to be called and hear the call; however, they have to knock first. Look at June! Look at my sister Kathy! These women are walking miracles who are both friends to Yahshua. I believe anything is possible through faith and I have faith like a child. Please just pray, thank you.



Jewels

Aug. 4th Sabbath

August 4, 2012


Sabbath



Shabbat Shalom Brethren:



I have praise reports to give!! Kathy is on the mend after her heart attack and her “stroke” scare seems to be medicine side effect related. I truly dislike that the doctor did not figure that out! We did a Google search on the meds she is taken and sure enough…numbness in the arm or leg is a side effect! Makes one think the doctor has stock in the meds he prescribes! This heart attack scare has Kat on the health track! She quit smoking, is eating healthier, exercising, and she is health conscious. (Kathy! You need a new doctor! One who does not call you a liar because that is what he is use to AND knows what the side effects of the medicines he prescribes are!)



In spite of all the chaos and car troubles, my Lord still blesses me with what is needed to pay the household bills. Everyone is alive and kicking at the Homestead though, both the octogenarians both pray for death now. Mom hates not being able to remember and dad hates not being able to do what he wants. He hates being old and feeble. Rickey is dealing with his MS and Corey is dealing with everyone. Starr is struggling with her college English courses while doing very well in everything else. Oh, and she is working at Pizza Hut now too. Castle has been walking for a few weeks. He would get up, take two to three steps, and then sit down. Well I can say that he has been officially walking at 10 months of age. He is eleven months old and walking everywhere now. No crab walking, he reminds me of Tommy from Rug Rats! He walks just like that and being it is summer, all he is in is a diaper, just like Tommy! LOL Mike is Mike. His mistress is giving him a hard time. I say trade Jessica in for a new model, but he cannot afford to do that at this time. (Calm down folks! Jessica is Mike’s car! I have told you this before! He is in love with his car. I hear Roger singing in my head, Queen’s drummer, Roger Taylor.)



Well Sabbath is almost over and I truly have not done any studying. I said a few prayers and read a bit. I made dinner for my mother and Rick; the kids went to JP’s graduation party. Being it is Sabbath I declined to attend, declined an invitation to float in Ellie’s pool too. That would have been great God comes first. I believe as I do and until I find a church that believes as I do, I will continue to fellowship with my sister and “Sisters in Christ.” We agree about the bible and Yahushua. I pray for Father Yahweh, in Yahushua’s name, to show me what I am doing wrong. Shed light on my sin and let me know what my guilt is and what my sin is. Guilt is from Satan and sin I do on my own. Let me see where I err so I can do better to represent You. Again, in Yahushua’s name I ask this, amen

The Real Truth - A Magazine Restoring Plain Understanding

The Real Truth - A Magazine Restoring Plain Understanding

Epiphany I’m reading my bible, researching Sabbath and the importance of keeping it on the day Father Yahweh set in place at the beginning…I advise my brother to read Genesis and Colossians.  See we, my siblings and I, are reasoning about Sabbath and what day that is and if it even matters which day it is kept.  What better way than to steal God’s glory than to steal His worship.  That is what Satan wanted right?  He wanted us weak inferior human's worship.  Does it not make sense?  God gave us His word and made a covenant.  He tells us in Exodus 31:12-18 that we are to guard His Sabbath, for it is set-apart for you.  It is an everlasting covenant.  We are not to work.  We are not to use our hands.  We are to have Faith that this is correct.  Well you cannot work without your hands (Rev. 13:16) And believing Sunday is the day of the Lord, (When that is actually the Day of God’s wrath…read Joel 2: 1-11, Rev. 1:10,  & 15:1, 7) What if working on the Sabbath, not believing it is Friday sunset to Saturday sunset, keeping it holy, is actually making your mark? I mean, you are making your mark on which day to follow and which Master you serve.  If you keep Saturday, you worship God the Father, Yahweh.  If you keep Sunday, you are worshipping the Dragon…Lucifer the Devil we know as Satan.  What if that is the Mark of the Beast told in Revelations?  

In Ezekiel chapter 33 to be exact verses 7-9 The Word of God tells us that we are responsible for our brethren, so to speak. Actually, He promised that He would set a guard, to herald in the end times a warning will sound. Believers and followers of the bible are also supposed to look out for their fellow man. If you see a wrong, we are to point out to the wrong doer, perhaps what they do not know is wrong, what they are doing. Yes! I know! Then we are passing judgment. NO!! We have Ten Commandments we are to follow. If someone is blatantly breaking the law, we, by all means, may to say something! If there is a gray area, and one person feels that a wrong is committed, they may point out their view to the offender. The two may reason together…however if the offending person is not told of their sins, then not only are their sins on themselves they are also on the observer!


I will give you a for instance. I have tattoos. My sister Kathy felt compelled to tell me that I was wrong to have them. Upon studying Father’s Word, a debate arose. Leviticus 19 the whole chapter advises of staying set-apart from other religion’s practices.


Lev. 19:19 states ‘Guard My laws. Do not let your livestock mate with another kind. Do not sow your field with mixed seed. And do not put a garment woven of two sorts of thread upon you.


Well anyone wearing a poly-blend or cotton and spandex is in big trouble!


Lev 19:28 is where tattoos are brought up ‘And do not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor put tattoo marks on you. I am Yahweh”. Egyptians introduced the practice of paying respect to their dead with making deep gashes on their faces and cutting and tattooing their bodies in remembrance of their deceased loved ones. Well, my tattoos are not religious in anyway. I just like to use my body as an art gallery, and make it prettier than it is. I believe as long as tattoos are not ritualistic they are fine. Kathy said her peace, and her conscience is clear. I did my research and my conscience is clear. I am planning my next one…a castle for my grandson Castle. I am also looking in to something faith related. I like ink!


I digress, though it is hard not to tie God’s Word to another subject, back to giving warnings.  Ezekiel 33:7 “and you, son of man, I have made you a watchman for the house of Yisra’el. And you shall hear a word from My mouth and you shall warn them for Me. 8”When I say to to the wrong, ‘O wrong one, you shall certainly die!’ and you have not spoken to warn the wrong from his way, that wrong one shall die in his crookedness, and his blood I require at your hand. 9”But when you have warned the wrong to turn from his way, and he has not turned from his way, he shall die in his crookedness, but you have delivered your being.


Yes! We are our brother’s keeper! I actually am more concerned with what I put into my body and the fact that I am over weight more than I am worried about the ink on my flesh. Actually, I am more concerned with the words that come out of my mouth than anything else. My life style: I work from home, take care of my family, steal moments with my extended family and try to serve Father Yahweh as He wills, through His son Yahushua…who is my Lord and Savior. That is my life. Now that summer is here, I may get out more. There are fire-works tonight at Coney Island…maybe I'll see you there.  Say, "Hi!"

June 30, 2012 Saturday



10:33 AM


SHABBT SHALOM






Good Morning My Readers:






I pray you find this and all is well with you and yours. If not I pray that, you realize that all things happen for the good of God’s plan. That is hard to take, I know. I do know! Remember, my son Cordan at the tender age of 35 months had a run in with a car! Life for him is now a challenge, just to accomplish every day tasks. For instance walking up a flight of stairs can be harrowing! My brother Russ was in a horrible car accident back in 1986 and is in pain, sometimes unbearable, and that is chronic. I have loved ones who have Fibromyalgia, Heart issues, arthritis, and brain tumors to deal with either in themselves or their children. I do not watch the news, however when it is forced upon me and I hear about infants and children being sexually abused in a world wide ring and then purposely search for the end results…do not hear or see anything else about that ring…well I know Lucifer and his band of creeps are at work. That has to be money! To have a story air one night and then immediately hushed and nothing else on the Nation’s News Broadcast Networks. Now you know why I do not watch, read or listen to the news. They only tell you what they want you to know and how they want to play it off. The only truth I trust is in the bible! Anyway, that is not where I was going, I apologize for the side bar, I was saying I do know how hard it is to take what God allows to happen. Been there, done that, living it! I know that every time I step out from under the precious covering of Yahushua I open my world to an attack from the principalities of the air!






Ephesians 6:12 For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.






I was sweating last night, not just from the heat but over the fact I was breaking Sabbath...AGAIN! It is becoming a weekly thing. I know I am to keep Father Yahweh first in all that I do through doing what Yahushua would do if He we here. Well, He is here as He lives in me…even when I was at that show last night. In the middle of one of Aerosmith’s songs, I started praying and asking for forgiveness for being there. I did not go for Aerosmith I went for Cheap Trick…and it was a great concert. That makes Cheap Trick concert number five for Ellie and me. April 22nd, 1999 we had drinks with Robin Zander, the front man of the band, and met Rick Nielsen, lead guitar, and basses Tom Peterson…drummer Bun E. Carlos walked right passed us as if he was of no one of consequence. If my awe struck brain were not so sluggish, I would have stopped him. I did yell at him. Hey Bun no fair come back here!!! There was a little girl and her daddy standing there who did chase him down. He spent five or so minutes with them. When they rejoined the gang, we die hard fans, hanging around the back concert-hall door, they shared that he was staying with a friend and wanted to get to their house at a respectable hour. What a nice and considerate friend. We missed our opportunity last night. Side barring again!! I was praying at the concert…looking around at all the people singing and enjoying the show. I thought to myself, “Wow, wouldn’t it be great if all these people were saved and we all ended up in Paradise worshiping God just like this. Singing praises to the Father and Son surrounding them just like this. We could all walk in the day light, eating the fruit from the Tree of Life. I imagine that planting and harvesting our fruit and vegetables our food will no longer be from our toil from the cursed ground with thorns and thistles and the sweat of our brown.






Genesis 3 “Cursed is the ground for your sake; In toil you shall eat of it All the days of your life. 18 Both thorns and thistles it shall bring forth for you, And you shall eat the herb of the field. 19 In the sweat of your face you shall eat bread Till you return to the ground, For out of it you were taken; For dust you are, And to dust you shall return.”






Thank you, multiple X’s great, grandma Eve and multiple X’s great, grandpa Adam for listening to Lucifer. Thanks for passing on that gene; apparently, I am not following the rules either. Thank You Yahushua for taking my sins upon Yourself. I am so undeserving, but I thank You for covering me anyway. I read somewhere that the unpardonable sin is not keeping Sabbath, however Your word states that the unpardonable sin is Cursing Father Yahweh and meaning it from one’s heart, actually hating and resenting Elohim so much that you curse him and spit on the ground. I knew a woman who made a hateful comment about Jesus and then spit on her living room floor! I doubt she will be in the New Kingdom…what do you think? I pray for forgiveness over my youth and stupidity. I know and understand the truth now and pray that my heart is truly as dedicated as I think it is. Hell to me would be not being in Father Yahweh and Yahushua presence. I feel Him in me. I know that I could be a mean and nasty person…I am a mean and nasty person to my mother and husband (ex-husband as far as I am concerned but unfortunately the courts will not allow me a divorce. Or perhaps it is God who wants me to make amends with my husband. I see him so clearly now and just do not like him. I know him so well, even after being separated for almost 14 years, I still “see” him and understand him. That sight does not give me compassion for his illness…I feel he is getting what he deserves. See I am nasty and mean. Oy! I am side barring again.) Not having Yahushua in me, with me, or even along side of me…would be Hell! I would be so scared gnashing my teeth, pulling my hair out, crying uncontrollably and shaking in my own skin.






The Sabbath


Leviticus NKJV 23:3 ‘Six days shall work be done, but the seventh day is a Sabbath of solemn rest, a holy convocation. You shall do no work on it; it is the Sabbath of the LORD in all your dwellings.






The Penalty for Blasphemy






Leviticus NKJV 24 :10 Now the son of an Israelite woman, whose father was an Egyptian, went out among the children of Israel; and this Israelite woman’s son and a man of Israel fought each other in the camp. 11 And the Israelite woman’s son blasphemed the name of the LORD and cursed; and so they brought him to Moses. (His mother’s name was Shelomith the daughter of Dibri, of the tribe of Dan.) 12 Then they put him in custody, that the mind of the LORD might be shown to them.


13 And the LORD spoke to Moses, saying, 14 “Take outside the camp him who has cursed; then let all who heard him lay their hands on his head, and let all the congregation stone him.


15 “Then you shall speak to the children of Israel, saying: ‘Whoever curses his God shall bear his sin. 16 And whoever blasphemes the name of the LORD shall surely be put to death. All the congregation shall certainly stone him, the stranger as well as him who is born in the land. When he blasphemes the name of the LORD, he shall be put to death.


17 ‘Whoever kills any man shall surely be put to death. 18 Whoever kills an animal shall make it good, animal for animal.


19 ‘If a man causes disfigurement of his neighbor, as he has done, so shall it be done to him— 20 fracture for fracture, eye for eye, tooth for tooth; as he has caused disfigurement of a man, so shall it be done to him. 21 And whoever kills an animal shall restore it; but whoever kills a man shall be put to death. 22 You shall have the same law for the stranger and for one from your own country; for I am the LORD your God.’”


23 Then Moses spoke to the children of Israel; and they took outside the camp him who had cursed, and stoned him with stones. So the children of Israel did as the LORD commanded Moses.


Matthew 12 30 He who is not with Me is against Me, and he who does not gather with Me scatters abroad.


The Unpardonable Sin


31 “Therefore I say to you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven men. 32 Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man, it will be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it will not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come.






Mark 3:28 The Unpardonable Sin


28 “Assuredly, I say to you, all sins will be forgiven the sons of men, and whatever blasphemies they may utter; 29 but he who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit never has forgiveness, but is subject to eternal condemnation”— 30 because they said, “He has an unclean spirit.”






What I take away from that is: breaking Sabbath may be forgiven, as long as it is without intent to do it again. It happens, even Yahushua healed on Sabbath. He was accused of claiming to be King of the Jews and the Jews had Him crucified, saying He was blasphemous. All He actually did was point out that was what Pilate was saying! “You say it.”






Mark 15 Immediately, in the morning, the chief priests held a consultation with the elders and scribes and the whole council; and they bound Jesus, led Him away, and delivered Him to Pilate. 2 Then Pilate asked Him, “Are You the King of the Jews?”


He answered and said to him, “It is as you say.”






Pilate found Him innocent it was the crowd of Jews gathered that called for His crucifixion. He was an innocent man a perfect man.






Well, I know who God is, I know who His son is, and I know I have the Holy Spirit in me, or I would be even uglier than I am! I also know no man is perfect and we all sin. Only Yahushua was perfect…






Romans 3:23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,


READ THE WHOLE CHAPTER YOU WILL SEE WHAT I MEAN:






Romans 3


New King James Version (NKJV)


God’s Judgment Defended


3 What advantage then has the Jew, or what is the profit of circumcision? 2 Much in every way! Chiefly because to them were committed the oracles of God. 3 For what if some did not believe? Will their unbelief make the faithfulness of God without effect? 4 Certainly not! Indeed, let God be true but every man a liar. As it is written:


“That You may be justified in Your words,


And may overcome when You are judged.”


5 But if our unrighteousness demonstrates the righteousness of God, what shall we say? Is God unjust who inflicts wrath? (I speak as a man.) 6 Certainly not! For then how will God judge the world?


7 For if the truth of God has increased through my lie to His glory, why am I also still judged as a sinner? 8 And why not say, “Let us do evil that good may come”?—as we are slanderously reported and as some affirm that we say. Their condemnation is just.


All Have Sinned


9 What then? Are we better than they? Not at all. For we have previously charged both Jews and Greeks that they are all under sin.


10 As it is written:


“There is none righteous, no, not one;


11 There is none who understands;


There is none who seeks after God.


12 They have all turned aside;


They have together become unprofitable;


There is none who does good, no, not one.”


13 “Their throat is an open tomb;


With their tongues they have practiced deceit”;


“The poison of asps is under their lips”;


14 “Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness.”


15 “Their feet are swift to shed blood;


16 Destruction and misery are in their ways;


17 And the way of peace they have not known.”


18 “There is no fear of God before their eyes.”


19 Now we know that whatever the law says, it says to those who are under the law, that every mouth may be stopped, and all the world may become guilty before God. 20 Therefore by the deeds of the law no flesh will be justified in His sight, for by the law is the knowledge of sin.


God’s Righteousness Through Faith


21 But now the righteousness of God apart from the law is revealed, being witnessed by the Law and the Prophets, 22 even the righteousness of God, through faith in Jesus Christ, to all and on all who believe. For there is no difference; 23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, 24 being justified freely by His grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, 25 whom God set forth as a propitiation by His blood, through faith, to demonstrate His righteousness, because in His forbearance God had passed over the sins that were previously committed, 26 to demonstrate at the present time His righteousness, that He might be just and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus.


Boasting Excluded


27 Where is boasting then? It is excluded. By what law? Of works? No, but by the law of faith. 28 Therefore we conclude that a man is justified by faith apart from the deeds of the law. 29 Or is He the God of the Jews only? Is He not also the God of the Gentiles? Yes, of the Gentiles also, 30 since there is one God who will justify the circumcised by faith and the uncircumcised through faith. 31 Do we then make void the law through faith? Certainly not! On the contrary, we establish the law.






Okay. I am so glad I looked into this. I was freaking out a bit. I took a Sabbath nap and woke up panicking over my Hyperparathyroid condition. I cannot recall what I am supposed to be taking or doing to control that. Calcium, vitamin D, fish oil w/ omega 3s…wow if that is what my BFF/Sis goes through when she has an attack I pray and beg You father Yahweh she never has another one ever again, in Yahushua’s name I ask for a healing for all her ailments. I humbly ask for healing for my Sis/BFF Kathy’s and my BFF/Sis Ellie’s Fibromyalgia. Kathy has it worse, she gets minimal sleep, however Ellie is starting to join her in the lack of sleep department. That is not living that is surviving. Father please make available to them a cure be it a life style change of how, what and when they eat. Perhaps there is physical therapy that can be done in water as both of them have pool access. Both of them do not want to take pills, but are willing to go the naturopath with herbs and health food store products. Father I truly am worried about June. After talking to her face-to-face last and hearing all that is wrong in her house and her mental and physical conditions, I truly want to do something for her to help her. You know what I want to do…I just do not want to cause her any more harm. The woman is suffering enough and is trying to keep it all together believing You will provide. I think I will call Kathy and discuss it with her, we will pray to You for guidance and then I will call June to see what she thinks of the wisdom and the answer You give us. I have no idea what is going on with Linda, Thomasina’s sister, or my other co-workers. June kept the work force pray chain going. I will have to pick up the ball. This new work model is challenging, please help me “get it” please? While keeping my handle time in line? Thank you! Again in Yahushua’s name I ask these.






Starr has so much on her plate right now, her on line college classes, the C. N. A. Classes she is taking at the nursing home, Castle and Michael. Please keep her healthy and safe, she too wakes up panicking that something or other is wrong. These little reminders that we are so fragile and fallible can be overwhelming. I am so glad I have You, Yahushua, to mediate on my behalf. My panic attack was just upon waking and then I got it under control and just got up and took my calcium, vitamin D and the rest of my regimen of pills. My blood sugar was 127, but I took the Metformin anyway. I believe I do not need that med and cut my self down to taking occasionally instead of three times a day! Yeah, well You made me and after reading The Maker’s Diet and eating certain things I find I can control the diabetes just fine. Thank You for Your blessing, but enough about me. You know what I need better than I do. I trust and have faith that You are in full control of my life. You did not allow death to visit me and I was so out of the covering last night. Thank You Yahushua, I know it was You who stayed with me and kept me covered even though I did not deserve it. Starr just came in and told me about Hope, her mom, You know what that is all about. Please help Hope so that Starr does not have to worry about her. Please also help mend her relationship with her dad, Roger, as well. This poor kid, I have no idea what it is like to be disowned by ones parents. I have depended on my dad and mom my entire life for advice, support, money and a roof over my and my family’s head! I cannot imagine turning my back on my children…for anything…well I could and would if they became evil, but I am blessed with wonderful children. Yahushua bless and keep all my children under Your covering. I pray someday they come to You an invite You into their lives and ask You to be their Lord and savior. I pray and beg that You call them and I hope they answer in the positive. Amen!!!






Starr’s life and her relationship with her family breaks my heart. You know all about it Yahushua, as I know she believes in You. I am not sure if she knows You are there in her life, but from things she has told me I know You are. Now if we can just get her to acknowledge that fact and then maybe we can bring the atheist actually I believe he is more of a heretic. He believes there is a God, but he wants proof and does not believe that religion of the day is correct. Please touch his heart and call him. Call him to enter Your Temple not Satan’s. Most of the religious orders are based on Catholicism. I have said it repeatedly! The Vatican is Satan’s head quarters. Anything coming from that source is contaminated. Yahushua founded His own church and that has nothing to do with the Roman Catholic Church!






Acts 2


New King James Version (NKJV)


Coming of the Holy Spirit


2 When the Day of Pentecost had fully come, they were all with one accord in one place. 2 And suddenly there came a sound from heaven, as of a rushing mighty wind, and it filled the whole house where they were sitting. 3 Then there appeared to them divided tongues, as of fire, and one sat upon each of them. 4 And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak with other tongues, as the Spirit gave them utterance.


The Crowd’s Response


5 And there were dwelling in Jerusalem Jews, devout men, from every nation under heaven. 6 And when this sound occurred, the multitude came together, and were confused, because everyone heard them speak in his own language. 7 Then they were all amazed and marveled, saying to one another, “Look, are not all these who speak Galileans? 8 And how is it that we hear, each in our own language in which we were born? 9 Parthians and Medes and Elamites, those dwelling in Mesopotamia, Judea and Cappadocia, Pontus and Asia, 10 Phrygia and Pamphylia, Egypt and the parts of Libya adjoining Cyrene, visitors from Rome, both Jews and proselytes, 11 Cretans and Arabs—we hear them speaking in our own tongues the wonderful works of God.” 12 So they were all amazed and perplexed, saying to one another, “Whatever could this mean?”


13 Others mocking said, “They are full of new wine.”


Peter’s Sermon


14 But Peter, standing up with the eleven, raised his voice and said to them, “Men of Judea and all who dwell in Jerusalem, let this be known to you, and heed my words. 15 For these are not drunk, as you suppose, since it is only the third hour of the day. 16 But this is what was spoken by the prophet Joel:


17 ‘And it shall come to pass in the last days, says God,


That I will pour out of My Spirit on all flesh;


Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy,


Your young men shall see visions,


Your old men shall dream dreams.


18 And on My menservants and on My maidservants


I will pour out My Spirit in those days;


And they shall prophesy.


19 I will show wonders in heaven above


And signs in the earth beneath:


Blood and fire and vapor of smoke.


20 The sun shall be turned into darkness,


And the moon into blood,


Before the coming of the great and awesome day of the LORD.


21 And it shall come to pass


That whoever calls on the name of the LORD


Shall be saved.’


22 “Men of Israel, hear these words: Jesus of Nazareth, a Man attested by God to you by miracles, wonders, and signs which God did through Him in your midst, as you yourselves also know— 23 Him, being delivered by the determined purpose and foreknowledge of God, you have taken by lawless hands, have crucified, and put to death; 24 whom God raised up, having loosed the pains of death, because it was not possible that He should be held by it. 25 For David says concerning Him:


‘I foresaw the LORD always before my face,


For He is at my right hand, that I may not be shaken.


26 Therefore my heart rejoiced, and my tongue was glad;


Moreover my flesh also will rest in hope.


27 For You will not leave my soul in Hades,


Nor will You allow Your Holy One to see corruption.


28 You have made known to me the ways of life;


You will make me full of joy in Your presence.’


29 “Men and brethren, let me speak freely to you of the patriarch David, that he is both dead and buried, and his tomb is with us to this day. 30 Therefore, being a prophet, and knowing that God had sworn with an oath to him that of the fruit of his body, according to the flesh, He would raise up the Christ to sit on his throne, 31 he, foreseeing this, spoke concerning the resurrection of the Christ, that His soul was not left in Hades, nor did His flesh see corruption. 32 This Jesus God has raised up, of which we are all witnesses. 33 Therefore being exalted to the right hand of God, and having received from the Father the promise of the Holy Spirit, He poured out this which you now see and hear.


34 “For David did not ascend into the heavens, but he says himself:


‘The LORD said to my Lord,


“Sit at My right hand,


35 Till I make Your enemies Your footstool.”’


36 “Therefore let all the house of Israel know assuredly that God has made this Jesus, whom you crucified, both Lord and Christ.”


37 Now when they heard this, they were cut to the heart, and said to Peter and the rest of the apostles, “Men and brethren, what shall we do?”


38 Then Peter said to them, “Repent, and let every one of you be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins; and you shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. 39 For the promise is to you and to your children, and to all who are afar off, as many as the Lord our God will call.”


A Vital Church Grows


40 And with many other words he testified and exhorted them, saying, “Be saved from this perverse generation.” 41 Then those who gladly received his word were baptized; and that day about three thousand souls were added to them. 42 And they continued steadfastly in the apostles’ doctrine and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in prayers. 43 Then fear came upon every soul, and many wonders and signs were done through the apostles. 44 Now all who believed were together, and had all things in common, 45 and sold their possessions and goods, and divided them among all, as anyone had need.


46 So continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, they ate their food with gladness and simplicity of heart, 47 praising God and having favor with all the people. And the Lord added to the church daily those who were being saved.






I pray I am part of that church. I know it is not here in the US, but there has to be a set-apart church and smaller units of the main here in the US. Yahushua Your will be done. If I understand You, and You are the word, then I must be part of Your flock. I know I should be with fellow believers who serve You in truthfulness and faith. All I find around here is Churches based on Catholicism. I have already stated my beliefs about that. No thank you Lucifer, I rather not. Well, I will just keep on doing what I have been doing. Praying with my sisters, serving where needed, and searching the bible for answers. I will make it to college one of these days…I need to be healed or delivered from my procrastination, that would be a true blessing!!! Well, I ask that You continue to look after all my loved ones Yahushua, cover us in Your precious blood wiping us clean of all our iniquities and continue to send spheres of angels to surround and protest us. You are most wonderful Yahushua. Thank You for listening to my heart and hearing my prayers, please mediate on our behalf to Father Yahweh and may everything work out for the best and so that His will is done. May it be painless. Amen. HalleluYah! Thank You Yahushua. I believe You have conveyed my message and that things will be better soon for all of my friends, family and all our loved ones.


10:31 PM Good night.