I have Faith...I trust in You...

Shabbat Shalom! It is Saturday April 20, 2013. I have been 50 for twenty days now, and I still feel like I am, oh well, not 18…more like 30. I fell asleep thinking of the shooting in CT and the bombing in MA. NY has already had our brunt of terrorist attention; does not mean we are immune to another. Far be it for me to question Father Yahweh. I am not one of those mentioned in Revelations 6:10, or if I am I am not there yet! Oh Yahushua, in my mind’s eye I can see a gentle smile and a tolerant look on Your face. The slow shaking of Your head in wry amusement. Yes I am so droll! I am thankful that You have forgiven me and have washed all my sins clean and have helped me put them all behind me. Sincerely! I trust in You to the point of taking You for granted. This is my lament this week.




I am not a terrorist. I, to my knowledge, have not hurt someone to the point of murder, suicide, or violence. If I have, please bring that to my attention so I may right the wronged. I may not understand, but You expressed Yourself this morning quite eloquently and I am in my place once again. It always amazes me how You answer me so immediately! Thank You for that. HalleluYah!



Your message, was in my Daily Berean, Exodus 12: 40-42. Lesson. Basically It took 450 years for the Israelites to walk through the dessert. That was God's plan for them, and He watched and brought it to completion. His greater plan is not completed even now, because we are a part of it! I so believe in Divine Providence. That being said, You know my heart. You know what I long for. You know me better than myself, so how could You not. Yet another smile and a gentle caress of my cheek. I understand the answer. All things are for completion of the end result. I get it. I just pray that none of my loved ones are never used like that. Shot, blown up, kidnapped, raped, go missing, are mutilated, put in harm’s way or used like pawns in the game of life, that Satan does not see is already in check mate! I take it we go until he finally knocks his queen over or Father Yahweh says, “Game over, and for using and abusing my children for so long …into the lake of fire and brimstone you go! Rev 20:12… where the beast and the false prophet are, and shall be tormented day and night for ever and ever.” (Which is exactly what he deserves!) I do not know if any human deserves that fate. Being cut off from God, that is Hell. We are living in Hell by my estimations. That too is Satan’s fault, and Adam and Eve’s! The flesh is weak, which brings me back to my musings, Yahushua, which You more than understand. Please intervene for me and petition Father on behalf, and then get back to me on what course of action I am supposed to be on! I will be waiting eagerly for Your instructions. Oh, and please bless my family and friends…You know who. You know what they need better than they do as well! Amen! May Your will be done in me as you see fit. Again Amen, in Your name, Yahushua and thank You. Thank you for cover me in Your precious blood and allowing Your angels to surround and protect me. I long to sing and praise You forever. Remember when and where I said that the first time? Of course You do...You know I meant it that and I mean now. Take of me what You will. I love You.


Revelation 6:10

King James Version (KJV)

10 And they cried with a loud voice, saying, How long, O Lord, holy and true, dost thou not judge and avenge our blood on them that dwell on the earth?