June 30, 2012 Saturday



10:33 AM


SHABBT SHALOM






Good Morning My Readers:






I pray you find this and all is well with you and yours. If not I pray that, you realize that all things happen for the good of God’s plan. That is hard to take, I know. I do know! Remember, my son Cordan at the tender age of 35 months had a run in with a car! Life for him is now a challenge, just to accomplish every day tasks. For instance walking up a flight of stairs can be harrowing! My brother Russ was in a horrible car accident back in 1986 and is in pain, sometimes unbearable, and that is chronic. I have loved ones who have Fibromyalgia, Heart issues, arthritis, and brain tumors to deal with either in themselves or their children. I do not watch the news, however when it is forced upon me and I hear about infants and children being sexually abused in a world wide ring and then purposely search for the end results…do not hear or see anything else about that ring…well I know Lucifer and his band of creeps are at work. That has to be money! To have a story air one night and then immediately hushed and nothing else on the Nation’s News Broadcast Networks. Now you know why I do not watch, read or listen to the news. They only tell you what they want you to know and how they want to play it off. The only truth I trust is in the bible! Anyway, that is not where I was going, I apologize for the side bar, I was saying I do know how hard it is to take what God allows to happen. Been there, done that, living it! I know that every time I step out from under the precious covering of Yahushua I open my world to an attack from the principalities of the air!






Ephesians 6:12 For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.






I was sweating last night, not just from the heat but over the fact I was breaking Sabbath...AGAIN! It is becoming a weekly thing. I know I am to keep Father Yahweh first in all that I do through doing what Yahushua would do if He we here. Well, He is here as He lives in me…even when I was at that show last night. In the middle of one of Aerosmith’s songs, I started praying and asking for forgiveness for being there. I did not go for Aerosmith I went for Cheap Trick…and it was a great concert. That makes Cheap Trick concert number five for Ellie and me. April 22nd, 1999 we had drinks with Robin Zander, the front man of the band, and met Rick Nielsen, lead guitar, and basses Tom Peterson…drummer Bun E. Carlos walked right passed us as if he was of no one of consequence. If my awe struck brain were not so sluggish, I would have stopped him. I did yell at him. Hey Bun no fair come back here!!! There was a little girl and her daddy standing there who did chase him down. He spent five or so minutes with them. When they rejoined the gang, we die hard fans, hanging around the back concert-hall door, they shared that he was staying with a friend and wanted to get to their house at a respectable hour. What a nice and considerate friend. We missed our opportunity last night. Side barring again!! I was praying at the concert…looking around at all the people singing and enjoying the show. I thought to myself, “Wow, wouldn’t it be great if all these people were saved and we all ended up in Paradise worshiping God just like this. Singing praises to the Father and Son surrounding them just like this. We could all walk in the day light, eating the fruit from the Tree of Life. I imagine that planting and harvesting our fruit and vegetables our food will no longer be from our toil from the cursed ground with thorns and thistles and the sweat of our brown.






Genesis 3 “Cursed is the ground for your sake; In toil you shall eat of it All the days of your life. 18 Both thorns and thistles it shall bring forth for you, And you shall eat the herb of the field. 19 In the sweat of your face you shall eat bread Till you return to the ground, For out of it you were taken; For dust you are, And to dust you shall return.”






Thank you, multiple X’s great, grandma Eve and multiple X’s great, grandpa Adam for listening to Lucifer. Thanks for passing on that gene; apparently, I am not following the rules either. Thank You Yahushua for taking my sins upon Yourself. I am so undeserving, but I thank You for covering me anyway. I read somewhere that the unpardonable sin is not keeping Sabbath, however Your word states that the unpardonable sin is Cursing Father Yahweh and meaning it from one’s heart, actually hating and resenting Elohim so much that you curse him and spit on the ground. I knew a woman who made a hateful comment about Jesus and then spit on her living room floor! I doubt she will be in the New Kingdom…what do you think? I pray for forgiveness over my youth and stupidity. I know and understand the truth now and pray that my heart is truly as dedicated as I think it is. Hell to me would be not being in Father Yahweh and Yahushua presence. I feel Him in me. I know that I could be a mean and nasty person…I am a mean and nasty person to my mother and husband (ex-husband as far as I am concerned but unfortunately the courts will not allow me a divorce. Or perhaps it is God who wants me to make amends with my husband. I see him so clearly now and just do not like him. I know him so well, even after being separated for almost 14 years, I still “see” him and understand him. That sight does not give me compassion for his illness…I feel he is getting what he deserves. See I am nasty and mean. Oy! I am side barring again.) Not having Yahushua in me, with me, or even along side of me…would be Hell! I would be so scared gnashing my teeth, pulling my hair out, crying uncontrollably and shaking in my own skin.






The Sabbath


Leviticus NKJV 23:3 ‘Six days shall work be done, but the seventh day is a Sabbath of solemn rest, a holy convocation. You shall do no work on it; it is the Sabbath of the LORD in all your dwellings.






The Penalty for Blasphemy






Leviticus NKJV 24 :10 Now the son of an Israelite woman, whose father was an Egyptian, went out among the children of Israel; and this Israelite woman’s son and a man of Israel fought each other in the camp. 11 And the Israelite woman’s son blasphemed the name of the LORD and cursed; and so they brought him to Moses. (His mother’s name was Shelomith the daughter of Dibri, of the tribe of Dan.) 12 Then they put him in custody, that the mind of the LORD might be shown to them.


13 And the LORD spoke to Moses, saying, 14 “Take outside the camp him who has cursed; then let all who heard him lay their hands on his head, and let all the congregation stone him.


15 “Then you shall speak to the children of Israel, saying: ‘Whoever curses his God shall bear his sin. 16 And whoever blasphemes the name of the LORD shall surely be put to death. All the congregation shall certainly stone him, the stranger as well as him who is born in the land. When he blasphemes the name of the LORD, he shall be put to death.


17 ‘Whoever kills any man shall surely be put to death. 18 Whoever kills an animal shall make it good, animal for animal.


19 ‘If a man causes disfigurement of his neighbor, as he has done, so shall it be done to him— 20 fracture for fracture, eye for eye, tooth for tooth; as he has caused disfigurement of a man, so shall it be done to him. 21 And whoever kills an animal shall restore it; but whoever kills a man shall be put to death. 22 You shall have the same law for the stranger and for one from your own country; for I am the LORD your God.’”


23 Then Moses spoke to the children of Israel; and they took outside the camp him who had cursed, and stoned him with stones. So the children of Israel did as the LORD commanded Moses.


Matthew 12 30 He who is not with Me is against Me, and he who does not gather with Me scatters abroad.


The Unpardonable Sin


31 “Therefore I say to you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven men. 32 Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man, it will be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it will not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come.






Mark 3:28 The Unpardonable Sin


28 “Assuredly, I say to you, all sins will be forgiven the sons of men, and whatever blasphemies they may utter; 29 but he who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit never has forgiveness, but is subject to eternal condemnation”— 30 because they said, “He has an unclean spirit.”






What I take away from that is: breaking Sabbath may be forgiven, as long as it is without intent to do it again. It happens, even Yahushua healed on Sabbath. He was accused of claiming to be King of the Jews and the Jews had Him crucified, saying He was blasphemous. All He actually did was point out that was what Pilate was saying! “You say it.”






Mark 15 Immediately, in the morning, the chief priests held a consultation with the elders and scribes and the whole council; and they bound Jesus, led Him away, and delivered Him to Pilate. 2 Then Pilate asked Him, “Are You the King of the Jews?”


He answered and said to him, “It is as you say.”






Pilate found Him innocent it was the crowd of Jews gathered that called for His crucifixion. He was an innocent man a perfect man.






Well, I know who God is, I know who His son is, and I know I have the Holy Spirit in me, or I would be even uglier than I am! I also know no man is perfect and we all sin. Only Yahushua was perfect…






Romans 3:23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,


READ THE WHOLE CHAPTER YOU WILL SEE WHAT I MEAN:






Romans 3


New King James Version (NKJV)


God’s Judgment Defended


3 What advantage then has the Jew, or what is the profit of circumcision? 2 Much in every way! Chiefly because to them were committed the oracles of God. 3 For what if some did not believe? Will their unbelief make the faithfulness of God without effect? 4 Certainly not! Indeed, let God be true but every man a liar. As it is written:


“That You may be justified in Your words,


And may overcome when You are judged.”


5 But if our unrighteousness demonstrates the righteousness of God, what shall we say? Is God unjust who inflicts wrath? (I speak as a man.) 6 Certainly not! For then how will God judge the world?


7 For if the truth of God has increased through my lie to His glory, why am I also still judged as a sinner? 8 And why not say, “Let us do evil that good may come”?—as we are slanderously reported and as some affirm that we say. Their condemnation is just.


All Have Sinned


9 What then? Are we better than they? Not at all. For we have previously charged both Jews and Greeks that they are all under sin.


10 As it is written:


“There is none righteous, no, not one;


11 There is none who understands;


There is none who seeks after God.


12 They have all turned aside;


They have together become unprofitable;


There is none who does good, no, not one.”


13 “Their throat is an open tomb;


With their tongues they have practiced deceit”;


“The poison of asps is under their lips”;


14 “Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness.”


15 “Their feet are swift to shed blood;


16 Destruction and misery are in their ways;


17 And the way of peace they have not known.”


18 “There is no fear of God before their eyes.”


19 Now we know that whatever the law says, it says to those who are under the law, that every mouth may be stopped, and all the world may become guilty before God. 20 Therefore by the deeds of the law no flesh will be justified in His sight, for by the law is the knowledge of sin.


God’s Righteousness Through Faith


21 But now the righteousness of God apart from the law is revealed, being witnessed by the Law and the Prophets, 22 even the righteousness of God, through faith in Jesus Christ, to all and on all who believe. For there is no difference; 23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, 24 being justified freely by His grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, 25 whom God set forth as a propitiation by His blood, through faith, to demonstrate His righteousness, because in His forbearance God had passed over the sins that were previously committed, 26 to demonstrate at the present time His righteousness, that He might be just and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus.


Boasting Excluded


27 Where is boasting then? It is excluded. By what law? Of works? No, but by the law of faith. 28 Therefore we conclude that a man is justified by faith apart from the deeds of the law. 29 Or is He the God of the Jews only? Is He not also the God of the Gentiles? Yes, of the Gentiles also, 30 since there is one God who will justify the circumcised by faith and the uncircumcised through faith. 31 Do we then make void the law through faith? Certainly not! On the contrary, we establish the law.






Okay. I am so glad I looked into this. I was freaking out a bit. I took a Sabbath nap and woke up panicking over my Hyperparathyroid condition. I cannot recall what I am supposed to be taking or doing to control that. Calcium, vitamin D, fish oil w/ omega 3s…wow if that is what my BFF/Sis goes through when she has an attack I pray and beg You father Yahweh she never has another one ever again, in Yahushua’s name I ask for a healing for all her ailments. I humbly ask for healing for my Sis/BFF Kathy’s and my BFF/Sis Ellie’s Fibromyalgia. Kathy has it worse, she gets minimal sleep, however Ellie is starting to join her in the lack of sleep department. That is not living that is surviving. Father please make available to them a cure be it a life style change of how, what and when they eat. Perhaps there is physical therapy that can be done in water as both of them have pool access. Both of them do not want to take pills, but are willing to go the naturopath with herbs and health food store products. Father I truly am worried about June. After talking to her face-to-face last and hearing all that is wrong in her house and her mental and physical conditions, I truly want to do something for her to help her. You know what I want to do…I just do not want to cause her any more harm. The woman is suffering enough and is trying to keep it all together believing You will provide. I think I will call Kathy and discuss it with her, we will pray to You for guidance and then I will call June to see what she thinks of the wisdom and the answer You give us. I have no idea what is going on with Linda, Thomasina’s sister, or my other co-workers. June kept the work force pray chain going. I will have to pick up the ball. This new work model is challenging, please help me “get it” please? While keeping my handle time in line? Thank you! Again in Yahushua’s name I ask these.






Starr has so much on her plate right now, her on line college classes, the C. N. A. Classes she is taking at the nursing home, Castle and Michael. Please keep her healthy and safe, she too wakes up panicking that something or other is wrong. These little reminders that we are so fragile and fallible can be overwhelming. I am so glad I have You, Yahushua, to mediate on my behalf. My panic attack was just upon waking and then I got it under control and just got up and took my calcium, vitamin D and the rest of my regimen of pills. My blood sugar was 127, but I took the Metformin anyway. I believe I do not need that med and cut my self down to taking occasionally instead of three times a day! Yeah, well You made me and after reading The Maker’s Diet and eating certain things I find I can control the diabetes just fine. Thank You for Your blessing, but enough about me. You know what I need better than I do. I trust and have faith that You are in full control of my life. You did not allow death to visit me and I was so out of the covering last night. Thank You Yahushua, I know it was You who stayed with me and kept me covered even though I did not deserve it. Starr just came in and told me about Hope, her mom, You know what that is all about. Please help Hope so that Starr does not have to worry about her. Please also help mend her relationship with her dad, Roger, as well. This poor kid, I have no idea what it is like to be disowned by ones parents. I have depended on my dad and mom my entire life for advice, support, money and a roof over my and my family’s head! I cannot imagine turning my back on my children…for anything…well I could and would if they became evil, but I am blessed with wonderful children. Yahushua bless and keep all my children under Your covering. I pray someday they come to You an invite You into their lives and ask You to be their Lord and savior. I pray and beg that You call them and I hope they answer in the positive. Amen!!!






Starr’s life and her relationship with her family breaks my heart. You know all about it Yahushua, as I know she believes in You. I am not sure if she knows You are there in her life, but from things she has told me I know You are. Now if we can just get her to acknowledge that fact and then maybe we can bring the atheist actually I believe he is more of a heretic. He believes there is a God, but he wants proof and does not believe that religion of the day is correct. Please touch his heart and call him. Call him to enter Your Temple not Satan’s. Most of the religious orders are based on Catholicism. I have said it repeatedly! The Vatican is Satan’s head quarters. Anything coming from that source is contaminated. Yahushua founded His own church and that has nothing to do with the Roman Catholic Church!






Acts 2


New King James Version (NKJV)


Coming of the Holy Spirit


2 When the Day of Pentecost had fully come, they were all with one accord in one place. 2 And suddenly there came a sound from heaven, as of a rushing mighty wind, and it filled the whole house where they were sitting. 3 Then there appeared to them divided tongues, as of fire, and one sat upon each of them. 4 And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak with other tongues, as the Spirit gave them utterance.


The Crowd’s Response


5 And there were dwelling in Jerusalem Jews, devout men, from every nation under heaven. 6 And when this sound occurred, the multitude came together, and were confused, because everyone heard them speak in his own language. 7 Then they were all amazed and marveled, saying to one another, “Look, are not all these who speak Galileans? 8 And how is it that we hear, each in our own language in which we were born? 9 Parthians and Medes and Elamites, those dwelling in Mesopotamia, Judea and Cappadocia, Pontus and Asia, 10 Phrygia and Pamphylia, Egypt and the parts of Libya adjoining Cyrene, visitors from Rome, both Jews and proselytes, 11 Cretans and Arabs—we hear them speaking in our own tongues the wonderful works of God.” 12 So they were all amazed and perplexed, saying to one another, “Whatever could this mean?”


13 Others mocking said, “They are full of new wine.”


Peter’s Sermon


14 But Peter, standing up with the eleven, raised his voice and said to them, “Men of Judea and all who dwell in Jerusalem, let this be known to you, and heed my words. 15 For these are not drunk, as you suppose, since it is only the third hour of the day. 16 But this is what was spoken by the prophet Joel:


17 ‘And it shall come to pass in the last days, says God,


That I will pour out of My Spirit on all flesh;


Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy,


Your young men shall see visions,


Your old men shall dream dreams.


18 And on My menservants and on My maidservants


I will pour out My Spirit in those days;


And they shall prophesy.


19 I will show wonders in heaven above


And signs in the earth beneath:


Blood and fire and vapor of smoke.


20 The sun shall be turned into darkness,


And the moon into blood,


Before the coming of the great and awesome day of the LORD.


21 And it shall come to pass


That whoever calls on the name of the LORD


Shall be saved.’


22 “Men of Israel, hear these words: Jesus of Nazareth, a Man attested by God to you by miracles, wonders, and signs which God did through Him in your midst, as you yourselves also know— 23 Him, being delivered by the determined purpose and foreknowledge of God, you have taken by lawless hands, have crucified, and put to death; 24 whom God raised up, having loosed the pains of death, because it was not possible that He should be held by it. 25 For David says concerning Him:


‘I foresaw the LORD always before my face,


For He is at my right hand, that I may not be shaken.


26 Therefore my heart rejoiced, and my tongue was glad;


Moreover my flesh also will rest in hope.


27 For You will not leave my soul in Hades,


Nor will You allow Your Holy One to see corruption.


28 You have made known to me the ways of life;


You will make me full of joy in Your presence.’


29 “Men and brethren, let me speak freely to you of the patriarch David, that he is both dead and buried, and his tomb is with us to this day. 30 Therefore, being a prophet, and knowing that God had sworn with an oath to him that of the fruit of his body, according to the flesh, He would raise up the Christ to sit on his throne, 31 he, foreseeing this, spoke concerning the resurrection of the Christ, that His soul was not left in Hades, nor did His flesh see corruption. 32 This Jesus God has raised up, of which we are all witnesses. 33 Therefore being exalted to the right hand of God, and having received from the Father the promise of the Holy Spirit, He poured out this which you now see and hear.


34 “For David did not ascend into the heavens, but he says himself:


‘The LORD said to my Lord,


“Sit at My right hand,


35 Till I make Your enemies Your footstool.”’


36 “Therefore let all the house of Israel know assuredly that God has made this Jesus, whom you crucified, both Lord and Christ.”


37 Now when they heard this, they were cut to the heart, and said to Peter and the rest of the apostles, “Men and brethren, what shall we do?”


38 Then Peter said to them, “Repent, and let every one of you be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins; and you shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. 39 For the promise is to you and to your children, and to all who are afar off, as many as the Lord our God will call.”


A Vital Church Grows


40 And with many other words he testified and exhorted them, saying, “Be saved from this perverse generation.” 41 Then those who gladly received his word were baptized; and that day about three thousand souls were added to them. 42 And they continued steadfastly in the apostles’ doctrine and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in prayers. 43 Then fear came upon every soul, and many wonders and signs were done through the apostles. 44 Now all who believed were together, and had all things in common, 45 and sold their possessions and goods, and divided them among all, as anyone had need.


46 So continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, they ate their food with gladness and simplicity of heart, 47 praising God and having favor with all the people. And the Lord added to the church daily those who were being saved.






I pray I am part of that church. I know it is not here in the US, but there has to be a set-apart church and smaller units of the main here in the US. Yahushua Your will be done. If I understand You, and You are the word, then I must be part of Your flock. I know I should be with fellow believers who serve You in truthfulness and faith. All I find around here is Churches based on Catholicism. I have already stated my beliefs about that. No thank you Lucifer, I rather not. Well, I will just keep on doing what I have been doing. Praying with my sisters, serving where needed, and searching the bible for answers. I will make it to college one of these days…I need to be healed or delivered from my procrastination, that would be a true blessing!!! Well, I ask that You continue to look after all my loved ones Yahushua, cover us in Your precious blood wiping us clean of all our iniquities and continue to send spheres of angels to surround and protest us. You are most wonderful Yahushua. Thank You for listening to my heart and hearing my prayers, please mediate on our behalf to Father Yahweh and may everything work out for the best and so that His will is done. May it be painless. Amen. HalleluYah! Thank You Yahushua. I believe You have conveyed my message and that things will be better soon for all of my friends, family and all our loved ones.


10:31 PM Good night.

Prayer Time!

Yahushua I thank You for Your love.  I know I am not always lovable and sometimes am downright hateful, but You love me no matter what.  I thank You for forgiving me my sins and allowing me to stay under Your covering.  You know what I need before I am aware of it, so I leave myself in Your capable hands.  Your will be done, however my loved ones and co-workers may not have the faith that You bestowed on me.  In Your name, Yahushua, I ask that You, please, grant peace, serenity, faith, understanding and love to my co-workers and loved ones.  All I want for myself is to hear, “Well done good and faithful servant.” Someday…when You say.  Until then continue to use me at Your will and allow me to be a blessing to those You put in my path.  Please deliver these requests to Father Yahweh and be in agreement with me, if that is Your plan that is.  Thank You again.  Amen.